Elliot-Martin

I never thought that being friends with the girl that I used to love is hard. I know it is my fault but I just dont know what is in me that she doesnt want to be friends with me.

Have fun this week.

Since i only have 1 watcher... Theres no use bout this... Summer has been a horrible start for me.. Obviously... And i'm used to it... But why cant I change myself... I'm the ruiner of everybody's day.... And the only way to stop ruining their day is to either change or leave them for good.. But the better thing i cando is to leave them... Why am I forcing myself to have hope in getting and loving "Cap" but he's with Pete... Even if i would be together with her.... I dont have anything to talk something that she would appreciate because i'm an emo... A good-for-nothing person.. My life is getting worse and worse.... And i just feel like end